Open Letters, Ramblings, Writings

I’m 6 Different Kinds of Crazy…

When it comes to you.

Don’t you know by now that I would stay up til 3 am for you to make sure you’re okay, even if I was almost asleep at 11? One text from you and I’m wide awake, wanting to talk, make sure you’re okay, make you laugh possibly, be there for you.

I just worry, because of who you were a year ago. Granted you now and you a year ago are completely different people, but I love the person you are now (and then. Who do you think I fell in love with?) and I just want to make sure you are okay, because of a year ago.

I care about you, I love you, and I just don’t want to lose you.

You’re too important to me to lose you. That’s why it can seem I care too much about you.

Ramblings, Writings


They say that dreams are a representation of fears and hopes, deep inside you where you normally wouldn’t recognize them or bring them to light.

I had a dream last night where I was trapped in an area with someone who was attempting to kill me. I don’t remember much else, but I do remember who the killer was – one of my best friends. Which actually makes sense when I think about it.

This friend I have written about on here before. I constantly worry about him, but it’s only because I care about him and love him. This dream could be interpreted that I’m going to end up worrying myself so much about him that I’ll physically make myself sick or that being worried about him is going to stress me to a breaking point if I don’t talk to him or a close friend about how I feel about him and how much I worry about him.

Or maybe it was just a really weird dream, added to my collection of weird dreams lately.

Just rambling, interesting thoughts about dreams.